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Post: Sorry to interrupt any of what's going on and yes I'm the KYNG of deleting posts...but she just called me on FaceTime and I NVR talk to ANYONE on FaceTime...ugh. I only texted her to make sure that she'd made it to work ok and to be careful on the way home...
I'm kind of embarrassed that I'm gay-ish and carrying on with this beautiful girl the way that I am.
I believe Love is Love and it should always be Love...but what will ppl SAY if I'm caught carrying on with her this way?! The gays will hang me high. Love is...
I won't delete this post but I'm EXTRA confused....
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I'm even more confused. Back-story? Your previous post was that you had opened up to having her as a friend. All of a sudden you're married? LOL What happened in between? |
All I'm saying is I'm changing things about my life that I nvr thought I would....and I don't change for ANYONE!
Got an exclusive invite to her new house warming and a meet and greet with her Mom at church coming up. Idk what's going on but feeling and holding someone so beautiful has been QUITE different.
"You're so smart FreddyB...how did you learn all that you know?" That came after she heard me speaking broken Arabic to someone and speaking of culture...
I'm not smart at all, I just like to learn. Sure feels awesome for someone so BEAUTIFUL and warm that appreciates it. Maybe it's a fluke.... |
I'm willing to bet that she genuinely likes you, but in the sense of a gay best friend. If you are attracted to her, I think you should tell her or back off. |
I am genuinely attracted to her..genuinely! But I've been single for so long that I'm REALLY feeling all the attention she's lavishing on me...could've come from anyone but for someone who's this gorgeous...I'm flabbergasted.
Idk wtf is going on...I'd actually labeled myself as ASEXUAL but she asked me one night alone together if I wanted kids. My response was "yeah...always had. But with you, they'd be so beautiful.."
If she's my faghag I've totally SCREWED this up by being attracted to her too.
I want someone to Love me and I want to Love back but DON'T want to deceive anyone...EVER! EVER!